Sunday, April 19, 2020

The Mad Hatter’s Town

The streets, they wore
a blank and ghastly look
Except for one lone masked Piper
Not a single soul was to be seen
He was shouting out to one and all
“Bhai aur Beheno, sab kuch teek hai,
daro mat, daro mat! Mujhe vishwas karo!”
The Mad Hatter, the Lady Mayor,
too was nowhere to be seen
(that Hatta, she was out somewhere
trying hard to haggle her worn out
sweaty hat for a 10 shillings and 6 pence deal).
The black rat was relieved
that the plague was not his kinds’,
at least this time around.
“Bhai aur Beheno, sab kuch teek hai,,
daro mat, daro mat! Mujhe vishwas karo!
I’ll take you all to distant Aidenn,
a safe and secure haVen.
Quick quaff this kind nepenthe
and come ye all with me.”
The Piper kept on shouting
at the top of his silly voice
but not a single soul
stirred outta their homes.
The rat looked askance at the raven
perched comfily on a treetop
“Can I take this Piper for his word?” he asked
“Nevermore! Nevermore!”
was all that he would
condescend to utter back.
Suddenly a grinning black Cheshire cat
outta nowhere it appeared
on a tree branch beneath the raven’s perch
he hung and he swung.
“Can I take the Piper for his word?”
asked the bewildered rat again
“The answer, my friend,
is blowin’ in the wind,
the answer is blowin’ in the wind”
was all that the cat would say to him
and disappear while its grin
still lingered for a while.
The pesky rat was at its wit's end.
“Bhai aur Beheno, sab kuch teek hai,,
daro mat, daro mat! Mujhe vishwas karo! ”
shrieked the Piper once again.
“Nevermore! Nevermore!”
the raven muttered as it flew off.
“The Hatta fled the town,
all men and their women -
they’re down and they’re stayin’ in,
a virus is on its prowl,
and still, you wanna believe
this swindler with a mask?”
The cat’s grin was wider and broader,
it was playing a cat and mouse game.
“The answer, my friend,
is blowin’ in the wind,
the answer is blowin’ in the wind”
it said again and again as it disappeared
with its slow fading grin.
The poor rat had had enough.
Petrified it fled.
The Piper too fell silent.
It was scary stayin’ alone.
Then the enormity of his false bravado
dawned upon his face!
He threw his pipe and ran
and was never seen again.
The Virus had its sway,
it felled all it chose to kill.
Tears flowed, washed the streets
yet the virus had no remorse.
When the Mad Hatter heard
what her townsfolk had suffered
with a yell and a cuss word
she rode her donkey fast!
When the Mad Hatter returned,
with her trademark hat no more
the wind was blowin’ in her hair
and it was dancing widely in the air.
When the Mad Hatter returned
with tears streaming down her face
half the town was dead,
the other half was in mourning
but they were glad to have her back
they were glad to have her back.
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#NaPoWriMo TSL
Prompt --19 

INSOMNIA (2)

You are that fragrant rose petal
that the wind blew into my face.
You took away a tiny bit of my soul
when you flew away.
Ever since I have wandered
in search of this lost completeness.
Spent and tired I staggered lost
into this watering hole.
They’ll throw me out at ten-thirty sharp!
They’ll throw me out at ten-thirty sharp!
And again I’ll wander through these unlit streets
seeking you everywhere.
These streets, where once we used to loiter
hand in hand as lovers, now my only refuge!
I’m sorry I had to put on a mask those days
assuming yours too to be a false façade.
Your memories! They impale me to a cross
like sharp piercing nails.
Your tears, are they dripping even tonight?
Won’t you give me back my lost sleep ever again?
A translation of my Malayalam poem 'Nidravihinatha'
(Insomnia) published in the March 2020 issue of
the Haritha Keralam magazine.

HE AND SHE

He
Climbed that mountain
Wearing a Lydian ring
And scaled the peaks of success
Trampling on lives, backstabbing allies and mentors
Corrupt and venal to the core
Success was his only mantra
And power his lodestar
He had what it takes
To make it big in the world of politics
- An absolute ‘deficit of morals’.
The determined outcome of all his ventures
Was self-promotion
For which he would not hesitate
To create any commotion
Religion and fanaticism his weapons
He would manipulate the masses
Fool them with lies and deceit,
Mesmerize with his oratory to loot, rape and kill
And then laugh like a demon
Whilst the blood of innocents spilled.
The unlimited power he wielded
Made him seem invincible against tears even.
She
Whom he had discarded long ago
Pleaded with him at each stage with folded hands
To retract from this self-destruction
A conciliation she always yearned
He was like a god to her.
He
Laughed her away with his brutal laugh
And the men and the women who surrounded him
They laughed too and clapped their hands
Lit diyas for him and told him all what he wanted to hear
You! The glorious you! The one and only you!
Who can do nothing wrong!
Misology became his hallmark.
She
The poor she waited and waited in vain
Hoping he would be back someday…
But many other Shes told him
He was better looking than Agathon
And he wore monogrammed suits fit for monarchs
And believed them blindly, till..
He
Was petrified one day
When the walls of his citadel were breached
And karma dethroned him
Disinheritance from glory
Was history’s revenge as democracy prevailed!
The cloak of invincibility and invisibility
Was ripped off as the Lydian ring was snatched away.
Nemesis caught up as his Brutus and Cassius conspired
The cheerleaders vanished while mobs bayed for his blood
Unwanted, unwelcome he fled in disgrace
Wandering through the red desert,
A refugee from life.
She
Who had seen all this coming
And had feared for him, was no more.
Drowned in her tears she had departed long back.
He
Longed to make amends but she was beyond his reach
Bedraggled he reached the banks of Mandakini
Nobody recognized him now; neither did he crave it
Life in a cave as an ascetic was strangely peaceful
He had only one wish, to connect with his She
Whom he had ridiculed; at least in an afterworld alliance.
He begged her forgiveness day and night
He meditated but eudaimonia eluded him
One sunset, as usual, he dipped in the cold waters of Mandakini
And spied two feathered lovers as he came out
Saw them romancing in the evening sky.
Suddenly an arrow felled one.
“MA NISHADAAA” he thundered!
There was a pin drop silence.
Ataraxia descended on him
And she smiled from the heavens.
Disclaimer: Both the He and the She in this poem are fictitious characters and any trace of similarity if any to persons living or dead are totally unintended and coincidental.

Note: Diya - a small cup-shaped oil lamp made of baked clay

I Too Had A Dream

I too had a dream that I forgot when I woke up
It recurred again once and was etched in mind forever.
It was life on another shore where all lived in peace
In perfect harmony between man and wilderness.
Gods never came that way to set any man against his brother
The waves that washed those shores were calm and gentle too.
Life was laid back, needs were meager, all had enough and more
We were lazing on the beach one day as giant waves struck.
Terrified and paralyzed not knowing what to do!
Some who tried to flee were killed but many of us were spared.
Came some strangers to our shore to tell us we had sinned
Repent or their God will bring many more harm to us.
Another group came rushing in to say that they were wrong
The real God was theirs alone and asked us to follow him.
In utter disarray, the survivors were split in two
Some went with the first team’s God others with the second.
It took not much longer for both these groups to clash
As seeds of bitter enmity were sown between the two.
I tried to broker peace and pronto both turned against me
I fled with all my speed and woke up from the dream.
Still, I wish to dream this dream again and reason with my friends
Still, I wish to dream this dream again and reason with my friends.

Friday, April 3, 2020

When Nature Rained A Pandemic

I script the story of these times
When death was renamed COVID 19
Hades overflowed even in peacetimes
While it laughed like a deranged queen.
It spared no nation rich or poor
Neither man nor woman of any station
The virus swept through every door
Between none, it made a differentiation
When nature rained a pandemic
The entire world cowered in terror
Everywhere the panic was endemic
Even the bravest fled in its horror
Each nation tried to shield its own
Closed its borders to the world
Many were stranded in that lockdown
Yearned for glory of the days of old
I write to please no master now
Knocked down by a quirk of fate
We reap the fruits of what we sow
Wars and religions spewing hate
Helpless before a common foe
Shove your religion up your ass
Never let Gods divide as of yore
Unite to let this danger pass.
Please unite to let this danger pass!


Thursday, April 2, 2020

ICH Days

The hot spot, meeting point, happening place
for old Trivandrum's youth and intelligentsia!
ICH we called it lovingly, with passion.
The old Indian Coffee House with its old-world charm
of the tiled roof, coir carpets, and dangling ivy creepers
on its side verandahs no longer exists at Spencer junction.
A concrete monstrosity has replaced the elegant house!
Yes, house! It was the tharavad of our salad days
and home a hostel where we would go to sleep at night.
Vibrant memories of those sunny days still reverberate
of heated discussions, conspiracies, arguments
over every topic under the sun.
It was as though the world would collapse without us!
And all had solutions to all the world's problems
that were dissected under microscopes
over endless cups of coffee in its smoke-filled side rooms.
The taste of the masala dosa and the coffee’s flavor still lingers
- a fifty paise combo that suited our student budgets
and that of shabby kurta clad gents with flowing beards.
It was the hub of the city’s creativity, where students,
artists, filmmakers, musicians, poets, jurnos, politicians
all and sundry graced the place or rather grazed there.
It was there that some of the most beautiful poetry flowered
many a famous movie was scripted on its dirty tables
there, many an artist filled his sketchbook with his dreams.
Notorious too, for some talents dragged a weed for inspiration.
Hence forbidden by parents as a no go zone!
Yet a haven where one could freak out with kindred souls.
ICH as we knew it is no longer there!
Now shorn of all its former glory and majesty
only a restaurant survives as a pale shadow of its former self
in a corner of the multistoried building built on its grave.
Notes; Trivandrum is now Thiruvananthapuram
Tharavad - ancestral home

#NaPoWriMo_2020
#Prompt_2
#A Specific_Place

Wednesday, April 1, 2020

SUNSET

The glare of the harsh afternoon sun
that once burned all that came its way has mellowed.
The unforgiving sun has faded
into a pale shadow of its former glory.
The cool evening breeze caresses
those who've come to wet their feet in the sea.
An old man by the sea shivers in the sea breeze
the sun has reconciled to its fate as it goes down
content, without rancor, sad, older and wiser.
Rebellion yes.! There's still some spark left in the old man.
He must conserve his energy for the last battle.
The most difficult! But violence is no longer his option.
He has waded through blood and strife to reach the calm sea
where he submerged, purged his sins and soaked in ahimsa.
His dreams lie in tatters. Wild moons rise, madness thrives.
The sun must die a thousand deaths before resurrection!
Resigned, the old man watches as the sea swallows the sun.




ANGEL

#NaPoWriMo 2020
Prompt: Early Bird
A nestling orphaned and rescued
from a flock of ravenous crows
tended, cared, for days and weeks
and slowly nursed back to health.
Now she's fully grown with feathers proud
screeching all the time
jealous, demanding, she pouts her beak
calling out our names.
The gilded cage in our kitchen's corner
is all that parrot's world
where she reigns like a royal queen
spoilt to the core.
I know not whether her childhood memories
of blue skies and the verdant trees
and myriad flowers of variant hues
are still afresh in her mind.
I know not if she yearns to have
a mate to build a nest
or winged friends of the same feather
to soar in the skies above.
All I know is the loneliness that a week
in this prison, I've endured
and the longing for the dusty streets
where I could once roam free.
How I long for the familiar sights and sounds
of the town, I call my own
the songs of birds on morning walks
and the traffic snarls I curse.
How l long for the ocean's smell
and the fury of the waves
Oh, to sleep on those wet sand beaches
under the starlit skies!
How I long to watch the moon
go behind the clouds
and to feel the summer rains lash
across my face.
Gilded cages and Ivory towers
are not where true happiness dwells
the music of a parrot's song
is to be heard from swinging trees.
I swear I'll set my Angel free
when dawn breaks out tomorrow
I swear I'll set my Angel free
when dawn breaks out tomorrow.

The Sea, My Mother

Sitting here in this deserted seashore all by myself
at midnight has become almost like a habit.
Looking at the flickering lanterns of country craft
out somewhere in the sea, where fisherfolk hunt
for the seas's bounty, watching crabs come out to play
under the starlit sky, I listen to the rage of waves.
I remember the gentle sea breeze, how it wiped away
the tears from my eyes, once during those dark desolate days
with a mother's tender hands. The sea is my mother now!
It's there that her ashes were immersed by me
- in the sea, not here - on another shore
a little far away but the sea is the same.
All oceans are one. Her ashes have merged,
spread through all the waters of the world,
mingled with her forefathers' as mine will one day.
Contours or her lovely smile keep fading with time,
but memories remain, of beautiful moments
and admonitions tempered with love.
A mother's concern for a wayward son
throwing gauntlets, breaking free of conventions, taboos.
Too liberal for her traditional value system.
How can I tell her that life has come full circle
for yesterday's rebel? The leftist extremist now Gandhian!
Jazz and Pop gave way to Sopanam and Carnatic.
City bird seeks out countryside!
Is the sea listening? Do you hear mother? Know not!
Every year the waves carry a homage of red roses
offered by me, my wife and friend - ever get it? Know not!
Yet it gives such relief to sit here and share
my thoughts, joys, sorrows, triumphs, and failures with you.
I'll come back to this seashore at the end of the day
drunk and tired, to repent.
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Notes: Sopanam - a kind of Indian classical music that developed in the temples of Kerala, South India,
Carnatic - South Indian classical music
Published in the anthology
'A Poet's View of Being'
by Brian Wrixon Books, Canada (2012).